| Hmm. I lied, I need to update. A lot of shit is going on in my
life, and it's fucking with my head. I would like to get away from it
all, but that will never happen. I wish I could just be a different
person, and make everyone around me happy, but I cant, and I'm slowly
realizing that. My only escape from life is to go to work, and I dont
do enough of that anymore. Second job perhaps? I dont know, I dont like
to work, but it's the only place I can go to be free. I hate feeling so
fucking emo like this. I hate emo people, and I hate when people just
complain on their Xangas, but I guess it feels good to do so.
Hmm. I dont really know how things are going between me and Kayla, it
seems as though we argue every 5 fucking minutes. I think it's because
I'm really stressed out and constantly in a "Fuck it, life is
pointless" mentality (sp?). I dont know what to do anymore. I'm just gonna get trashed tonight to forget about everything for awhile, and have a nice evening. Fuck life. P.S. I'm sorry you had to read my emo rant.
EDIT:
I'm pretty trashed right now, and it's fucking sweet. HAHAHA. Things
looked like they were going to be icky, but then I hit the burbon
(sp?), so life is better... temporarily.
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