seemslikesalvation's Xanga

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 03:18:57 GMT

ANOTHER EDIT:

Fuck this site. I have a new one. If you matter you'll know what it is.

EDIT:

Oh yeah, my week is already starting out to be one hell of a week!
But on the bright side, my grandma isn't in ICU, and I'm hoping everything will be okay. She seems very well at ease, and not bad off.

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My grandma, my only grandma, is in the hospital, I think ICU, with Conjestive Heart Failure.
This fucking sucks.
I would ask for people to pray, but that would be a fucking waste. Last time I ever asked anything from God I'm pretty sure he shit on my face. Yeah, that was it.
Anywho, this is gonna be a wonderful fucking week. >,<

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 23:20:06 GMT

EDIT:

Yeah, thanks God, you're a real fucking asshole!

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Not off again until next weekend. This sux.

I'm really tired. Gonna take a nap.

I'd like to do something today. I probably wont. Senseless post? Nah. There is a lot of shit on my mind, I just dont wanna type it, or really share it really.

5thwaxe

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 19:53:25 GMT

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I need a new tattoo... I need suggestions... I'm fucking clueless atm.

Yay for schedule changes!
Yay for having to go to work at 0430!
Yay for losing your weekend off!

YAY!

Fuck.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 05:58:33 GMT

Hmm. I lied, I need to update.

A lot of shit is going on in my life, and it's fucking with my head. I would like to get away from it all, but that will never happen. I wish I could just be a different person, and make everyone around me happy, but I cant, and I'm slowly realizing that. My only escape from life is to go to work, and I dont do enough of that anymore. Second job perhaps? I dont know, I dont like to work, but it's the only place I can go to be free. I hate feeling so fucking emo like this. I hate emo people, and I hate when people just complain on their Xangas, but I guess it feels good to do so.

Hmm. I dont really know how things are going between me and Kayla, it seems as though we argue every 5 fucking minutes. I think it's because I'm really stressed out and constantly in a "Fuck it, life is pointless" mentality (sp?). I dont know what to do anymore.

I'm just gonna get trashed tonight to forget about everything for awhile, and have a nice evening.

Fuck life.

P.S. I'm sorry you had to read my emo rant.

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I'm pretty trashed right now, and it's fucking sweet. HAHAHA. Things looked like they were going to be icky, but then I hit the burbon (sp?), so life is better... temporarily.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 17:57:46 GMT

LFM SEX PST
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I'm not updating until I get at least 30 fucking comments.

'nuf said.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 07:18:58 GMT

Tonights adventures... my first drink of whiskey.

Oh, and xmas still sux.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 19:54:32 GMT

Hmm.

Today I cut my pubic hair for the first time and discovered 6 inches of penis I never knew I had.

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 04:03:30 GMT

If you add a dash of garlic, and a little bit, I mean a very little bit of lemon for flavoring, dead baby is a delicacy. Bon Appétite

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 04:53:52 GMT

Today I learned to stopped worrying... and love the bomb.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 06:40:54 GMT

NIN... Front row seats. Fucking 'eh!

We are diagonal from the stage, section 14 (maybe, cant remember) row A. I'm fizz-ucking hyped! Rofl.

Anywho.

X-mas sux a bunch of cock.